boy in training

I am currently trying out living as a boy to see if it makes me happier. I'm still looking for a name, but I might be Isaak or Robin.

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David Lynch photographed for Rolling Stone magazine, 1980.

David Lynch photographed for Rolling Stone magazine, 1980.

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Nov 26th | 719 
thom “you dirty boy”
jonny “me?”

thom “you dirty boy”

jonny “me?”

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Oct 13th | 475
Oct 12th | 5

aeturnus florens: EVERYBODY STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING →

riicequeen:

AMANDA IS COMING ALL THE WAY FROM DENMARK TO VISIT ME IN HAWAII FOR TWENTY DAYS IN JANUARY
BLESS HER SWEET SOUL SHE IS DOING 32 HOURS OF TRAVEL AND PAYING FOR A TICKET
TO COME SEE OAHU AND VISIT ME AND JUST OH MY GOD
I LITERALLY CANT HANDLE THE EXCITEMENT
also even though we’ve skyped a good…

OH THEY WERE HITTING ON ME I DIDN’T REALIZE THAT MAN

AND JGSRJGSRJISGRJI YESYESY EYS GSRJHEYES 

CHRIST

not a single coherent word formed today

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Sep 3rd

day 3. description of how i’d like to dress

i’d like to wear a mix between tight and loose. tight shirt, loose pants. tight pants, loose shirt. primary solid colors like burgundy, light blue, black, white.
often i’ll use a tank top as the base with a shirt over it. preferably rolled-up sleeves. pants, the fit depending on the shirt.
either simple sneakers or leather boots. all black.
hair is as messy as possible. dark green oversize oil skin jacket on top. white headphones.

Sep 3rd | 11 bought the shirt at the royal danish theatre when they had a sale last week. lovely shirt.

bought the shirt at the royal danish theatre when they had a sale last week. lovely shirt.

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Sep 1st
malforma: I read your 30 day list. It seems quite ambitious to me. Researching binders, T, passports, documentation and bathrooms, and passing as well, is pretty deep into transition but you say you're just starting. Could it be you are further into it than you think? I wrestled with the knowledge of being trans for almost ten years before doing any of those steps. Even if you say you're just "trying", it sounds like you have quite a serious plan. Good luck and take care of yourself. Cheers

Well, to be honest this has been in the works for quite some time. I’m already wearing very androgynous fashion on a daily basis and I’ve felt dysphoric every time I was linked to the rest of the girls instead of the boys. I am trying to be as serious as possible without making any irreversible changes. c:

Sep 1st | 6

introduction to boy

here i am.

i have no name yet. i feel a bit anonymous.

i also feel rather calm. no dysphoria right now.

it was funny getting ready this morning. i realized how much stuff i didn’t feel i had to do - shaving armpits, wearing accessories, defining my waist because that way i look my best.

i feel more like a boy than a girl, and i’ve always felt that way, but i’ve never been sure i felt enough like a boy to be a true transkid. what’s boy feelings anyway? i am a bit afraid to call myself a boy, because i don’t know what a true boy is. maybe i’m wrong - true boys don’t exist. but this has been bugging me for years.

genderqueer was my preferred term for long, but it started gnawing my skin. i started having stronger and more regular periods where i couldn’t help researching top surgery, hormones and unisex names.

for this experiment i’ve made a full list with 30 activities for me to do, and i have written them into my calender. i’ve also tried timing them with my meetings/plans/work schedule so i won’t have to pass a day because i’m busy.

i don’t know if transitioning will make me any happier. this is why i’m trying it out now. i’m giving it a month, and the second i feel more uncomfortable/dysphoric/unhappy than i usually do, i will stop this experiment.

if you wanna call me by name, use nathan or isaak, please. they’re the strongest candidates right now.

and let the adventures begin.

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